It's been awhile.

~ Love, like everything else changes. At least I think it does. the kind that involves family and friends does anyway.

~I'm losing followers I think. +/

~Happiness comes in breaks.

~Cows are truly bizarre.

~Rebels sometimes feel like fitting in, then they do, and become disgusted with themselves.

~I"m on multiple quests at the moment.

~My blog is like a quest journal.

~oodles is a fun adjective.

~Embarrassment takes a while to shake.

~Math. *Falls over*

~ THE RUBY IN THE SMOKE the masterpiece theatre production is the best movie ever! (But then again everything masterpiece theatre does is epic) I believe I will watch it 13 more times before returning it.

~I'm reading To Kill a Mockingbird at the moment, it's pretty good. I'm getting a kick out of the Southern accents. But I always get a kick out of accents.

~BRILLIANT.

~Love you mother.

~NEON DUCKITH

You are the dream in my nightmare, I am that falling sensation...

~....and after I get sick I just get sad, because it burns being broke, hurts to be heartbroken and always being both must be a drag.

~ I forget the artist of that song....

~This door is always open, this door is always open, no one has the guts to shut us out.

~I don't think I ever knew that artist.

~....You are something in my eye....I am the shiver down your spine....

~Again, drawing a blank....

~We are love we are fate..... We are the feeling I get when you walk away, walk away.

~Same song.

~Any way. Just thought I'd share some golden joy in lyric form.

~ I received the best compliment on Saturday! :

You would be the best female Willy Wonka I know.

I was smiling all, and still am.

~Speaking of Willy Wonka, my new hero is Gene Wilder, I love his smile. +D

~NNEOOON DUCCCK.

code red.

~Sidewalks are like the yellow brick road of suburbia.

~Peanut butter fudge has got to be one of the wonders of the world.

~Office supply store workers are like nerds gone terribly wrong.

~Muppets confuse.

~Spring break is an odd vacation, perhaps because I usually have a tendency to get sick.

~Rain is delightfully inspiring.

~...and the soundtrack is this melancholy soundtrack to her smile....

~I've got my random back!

~COWS.

~NEON DUCK.....

This wonderful week.

~It's simply blooming outside

~Fresh air is in the house at last!

~Details...details.

~I can be very mean when I'm angry. It's good it takes a lot to get me furious.

~Epic.

~School House ROck live is by far the worst show ever.

~Love is overused and lost it's shine.

~I don't understand the economy.

~People are weird when you don't know what's going on in their head.

~Palm trees appear to be nice.

~Future. Meh.

~And here's to you Mrs. Robinson...heaven holds a place for those who pray eh hey hey.

~That's a song for you poor, deprived children.

~NEON DUCK

SATEMENT I'VE BEEN HOLDING ONTO FOR A WHILE NOW...

Ahem

~PEOPLE IN GENERAL ANNOY ME. GUYS ARE JERKS. AND I'M SICK OF BLOGGING.

~duck

~oh, and 'You don't know me' by ben folds is my new theme song.

inbetween.

~I'm in a limbo.
~ it's weird
~I like it when I'm in the middle of the limbo and not to one side.
~I'm content, perhaps that's the problem, contenteditus?
~I don't know.
~I don't know.
~It's not an all together bad thing.
~peculiar, odd perhaps, but when has that been a bad thing?
~I almost understand:
~The good is balancing anything tedious, were as I usually live for the little good like patches of light, the enjoyable, normal moments.
~Not the weird, writer moments. Which I also enjoy, but alone, not relating to humans, that sort.
~But why can't I be normal.
~Why can't I accept me normal.
~normal and happy.
~It's weird.
~Odd
~I DON'T GET IT!
~WHY AM I STUCK IN MY HEAD?
~It's almost delightful.
~It's almost hellish.
~It's limbo, I'm quite stuck.
~But confusion is one of the things I know best.

~The UGh duck.

~STILL HAPPY~

~ oh why can't everyday be like Christmas?

~blue is the most calming color.

~arranged marriages must have been so awkward.

~I wonder if writers actually plan symbolism...

~customs are weird.

~happy.

~People who smile all the time warm my heart, I could never do that.

~WHAAAA!

~I'm such an oddity.

~I wrote a random page about a random character yesterday. a few pages actually and it was strange. or étrange as the french have it.

~STRANGER THAN FICTION is my new favorite movie, it's the best ever, perhaps because I like the writer.

~NEON.DUCK.